I don't know why you would say that you don't "need" to be honest, then expect people to engage you in good faith, play by your disjointed, heterogenous rules of debate, accept at face value the extraordinary bizarro-world claims you make, and remain cordial and acquiescing no matter how many times you lash out with bitter snipes or abuse of our rating and spam-filter systems.
I also don't know why, despite you repeatedly saying that this website makes you feel afraid, or that we make you look bad, and that you're clearly not having a good time, you continue to give this site the oxygen of your time, effort, and attention. You're overcomplicating your life and subjecting yourself to unnecessary stress for no gain. Even ignoring how the users here might feel if you left (presumably a collective sigh of relief), it's probably in your best interest if you left here--or at least, stopped engaging in arguments that only serve to upset you. Have some compassion on yourself, man.
I don't know why you would say that you don't "need" to be honest, then expect people to engage you in good faith, play by your disjointed, heterogenous rules of debate, accept at face value the extraordinary bizarro-world claims you make, and remain cordial and acquiescing no matter how many times you lash out with bitter snipes or abuse of our rating and spam-filter systems.
I also don't know why, despite you repeatedly saying that this website makes you feel afraid, or that we make you look bad, and that you're clearly not having a good time, you continue to give this site the oxygen of your time, effort, and attention. You're overcomplicating your life and subjecting yourself to unnecessary stress for no gain. Even ignoring how the users here might feel if you left (presumably a collective sigh of relief), it's probably in your best interest if you left here--or at least, stopped engaging in arguments that only serve to upset you. Have some compassion on yourself, man.